I cannot tell you how many times and in how many different ways I have been asked how I have prepared for the launch of my first book, Ever Upward

What are you doing? What do you have planned? Who have you hired? Are you ready? Is it going well?

Here I am after seeing seven clients today on the eve before my baby enters the world. Here I am feeling a little bit of everything in anticipation. Here I am feeling like I suppose many mothers feel on the night before they give birth to their child. Because in many ways, this process, I can only imagine, has many parallels to pregnancy (except, of course, I will not need an epidural tomorrow).

I have prepared for months. I have changed many things about myself in the care of this baby. I have fought hard through the difficult days. I have felt every emotion, sometimes all at the exact same time. I have planned as much as I can plan. I have sought help and support and I have received lots of love in return.

And, now tomorrow she will be here for all the world to see.

And, I am as ready as I can be.

And, I know I am surrounded by more love than I ever dreamed.

Ever Upward is coming into the world with the support, love and light of not only my friends and family but also that of many I have never met. I am overwhelmed and so thankful for the support from my blogging family, Twitter community and all the fellow warriors who have supported the book thus far. I still cannot believe I am launching with 50 Amazon reviews.

Tomorrow, I will be doing the biggest part of how I have launched this book: seeing clients. Because, frankly that is the job that pays the bills. But, tomorrow evening I will celebrate with a few of my favorite people eating a nice dinner out and toasting that Ever Upward is finally here.

I will also close my eyes, take that breath and feel my three lights; my babies I never got to hold here but who have changed me forever. I will honor those three soul scars while at the very same time trusting my ever upward. And, so in that same breath I will also feel Him and say thank you with a heart full of joy, love, sadness and hope.

Most of all I am going to lean into the glory of this light, which is actually my light. Because this has been some of the most difficult work of my life; and yet, the most important.

It is with this trust that I will lean in, let go and know this is just the beginning.

Lean in, let go, and trustmy ever

 

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I’d love to see pictures of you and your copy of Ever Upward at your favorite bookstore or in your favorite reading spot. Post to your social media walls and make sure to tag me or Ever Upward (Facebook, Twitter, Instagram) and use the hashtag: #everupward. I’ll be giving away an Ever Upward journal each week for the next few weeks!

Please consider sharing and supporting my story on CNN’s iReport here. It would be amazing for the other side of infertility to be featured.

9 thoughts on “The Night Before Birth

  1. Wishing you an amazing day tomorrow!

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    1. Thank you! I am so thankful for you and your friendship along this journey! ❤

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  2. Ashley says:

    So excited for you-what an AMAZING accomplishment! Thank you for letting all of us be a part of your ever upward!

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    1. Thank you my friend!!! Love and miss you!!!

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  3. Elisha says:

    Best of luck!! Xo

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    1. Thank you so much Elisha!!

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  4. gsmwc02 says:

    Good luck my friend 🙂

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    1. Thank you so much Greg, here goes nothing!!

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  5. Rachel says:

    So exciting! This is your spiritual fertility. You have given life giving words that will give life to others. Well done!

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