A survey to… gather information. give the shamed silenced a voice. start and continue an important conversation in our world. educate. continue the love of ever upward. For the possibilities of defining, speaking, educating and embracing fertility compassion. So far the results are incredible and heartbreaking and important and my light. To which I am …

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August 31st, 2012 The day we dreamed our first child (or children, as we transferred two embryos) were to be born. We would have hoped to welcome one or two babies into the world around this time. But they were never our babies to have on this side of eternity. I was never meant to …

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August 25th, 1994 I had my first of two back surgeries, both of which left me in a body cast for 6 months following each surgery. Twenty years later these are the words I need to say to that part of who I am still to this today. The words to that scared 14 year …

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The light blinded out the shame. The light shined so brightly that I found another piece of my clarity. My light sparked just a bit more brilliantly. All ignited by two simple conversations with my 8 year old nephew. Dogs aren’t kids? Earlier in our visit my nephew heard me call the dogs my babies. To …

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My friend and fellow warrior over at Rejoice, Beloved reblogged one of my posts and in a comment she wrote she led me to more clarity. She pointed me in the direction of Isaiah 54, and in those words of scripture I found another piece of my soul. Isaiah Sing, childless woman, you who have never …

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